a good test

Today was a good landmark. Every time that I have had to skip even one day it has been a setback. The setbacks have gotten smaller and smaller but still, two steps forward and one step back.
This week I did not ride Nina at all. Work, doctor's appointments for my mother, weather....got rained out big time one day...could have drowned! They all conspired to keep me off the horse.

Today I lunged her for a few minutes, got on and finally got the feeling that she would walk all day if I wanted her to. No time clock at 2 minutes, or 5 minutes or 10 minutes.

Didn't trot, a hard rain yesterday left the ground super slippery. I know the battles aren't over yet and I prefer dry ground and better traction.

Just happy with what I got today.

pocket pony

A year ago Nina was spooking and running from me at the least unexpected movement on my part. Today I was standing in her run talking to a friend, hold a bucket about half full of water and sort of swinging it back and forth. Nina came over, grabbed the bucket, stuck her head in, drank it dry, dribbled a little water on me and sniffed at my jeans pocket and cocked a foot and listened to the conversation.
I don't think I intimidate her anymore.
I did suggest to her that there is a range of behavior between loco and obnoxious pocket pony...she declined to comment.

trot, trotting, trotted

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walking

I think we have done as much as we can at the walk. She alternates a nice big stride, head nodding, relaxed...with a tight stuck stride, very light in the front end, ears pinned. Seems to be random. She will move sideways to light leg pressure, strong leg gets her stuck, but ANY leg got a bad reaction a week ago. She totally forgot herself and showed me that she neck reins yesterday.
I would like to just walk her until she feels like she would just walk forever, but I think we would both die of boredom or old age before that happens.
Time to start mixing it up and work on some walk/trot transitions.

break through

Breathing....breathing is always good. Nina has been holding her breath, breathing very shallowly. Big breaths today, blowing down her nose, BIG sighs. First voluntary release of tension. All good signs.

and again...

Same thing again. This is getting boring and I am so excited about it. She almost forgot to try pissy today. Going to start extending the walking by about a minute a day, add a little trot when possible. See what happens.

Nina, with and without rider.

Nina was quite tense today, walking stiff legged, but the good news is that she kept it together and was fine. A week ago she would have just wound herself up, today she did what she was told in spite of not being relaxed.

big step forward....

So I got on Nina on Monday and Tuesday. Wednesday due to circumstances beyond my control she got the day off. Today I was not anxious to get back on. I just didn't have the energy to deal with a stuck horse. But, sometimes you just have to.
She was the best she has been so far. Walked out, totally relaxed, turned both ways. Stopped and started and walked out again, head nodding for the very first time. I'm still waiting for her to breathe but one thing at a time.
She got a little stuck once, thought about rearing, I over corrected but she was the adult and after a pissy head shake she did not over react to my over reacting and we carried on.
She even offered a little trot, but she also dropped her shoulder and got light in the rear and I decided that on the buckle was not the best way to do this, so I just said a quiet 'whoa' and she went back to walk.
Horselike.
Positively horselike.

A day off is a step back

Yesterday Nina got the day off, today was a step back. But not as much as the last time she got a day off so I guess that's progress.
As soon as I got on her today she offered to stand up. I was more than a little irritated and gave her more of a jerk to the side than I intended. Didn't do much for her attitude but she did put some weight in her feet. Very pissy today, resisting everything I asked and then giving in. Just testing I suppose.
Overall it is still steady progress.

good day 2

Walking, walking like a thoroughbred with a big long stride. This is the first time I have felt that....so different from a quarter horse. A little bit of balking, not much. She got stuck for a few seconds and was pissy, but then walking again. Figure 8s, turns, walking, even moved sideways off of my leg for a step....ok, that was probably an accident, but she didn't react to my leg by going up.
Very very happy with today.